man, but that part of me was now in the background. The various things in the room, sport car magazines, guns, clothing etc., now belonged to my "brother" and these things which meant so much to him did not inter- est me in the least and I didn't have to think constant- ly about whether or not my movements were girlish be- cause I felt natural, relaxed and confident, in any sit- uation. My future wife's picture was no longer of the woman I loved, but of a dear friend. To say that I was happy would be a great understatement. In fact I cain't

think of a word to describe my feelings. I don't know how or why I so suddenly entered this other world, but I do know that I love it dearly.

I'd like to know if this is just one more step into the state of FEMMEPERSONATION, or possibly a step into insanity. If I am insane, then the lose of sanity is not a loss but a beautiful gain.

I guess I'm asking you if it is right for me to so throughly enjoy myself. I have reached a plane of ha- ppiness which I never even imagined in my most im- possible dreams. In fact I'm so happy that it almost

hurts.

Well, there is my good news.

Your Beautifully and Completely Happy Sister,

"Judy"

Dear Virginia:

My congratulations to you for your magazine. I a m a new comer and feel like an ugly duckling among your charming and glamorous Cover Girls. I'm a new girl but not new when it comes to cross-dressing. started when I was six or seven years old.

I

No reasons or any situations in my early childhood have made me a TV. Mother nature just told me "You are a little girl and only in girls dresses you will find peace of mind and harmony".

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